CONFESSION

CONFESSION

This day my eyes got prone to tears,

Down heartened now and then even when it seems that I have a great day ahead

My fingers stiffened with my nose, yet it get stuck right there,

Right there in my heart !

 The will I had battled with my thought

I wake up in the morning clumsily, saving myself from this was my 

will, yet my legs, eyes forbade.

Embarrassment cut me half-way when I tried

My bone could not stand strong with my will

 It sound stupid of me right?

I am the blunt lady with all eyes high is what you think

Deep down I wish to be yet with a syndrome never know to forsake or accept

So long I could not conclude a day

So long a letter to write

I want to say this and this make the world a better place

I want to say we could change from being dull but if only you could say those words to me now!

 Am at your front with so many strides I don’t know exist in me

I can’t say I came all the way to greet, No Never!

Those words are being said with pride with no shame from my mother to me

I could carve out her smile to show you how familiar I am with it.

I will say it now and I will block my ears; I don’t want to hear those arrogant words that will come out of your mouth just as i once innocently say to my mum

I am………..

Love and care is what I intend to tell you  

Straight from my heart I know I care because I love you

Your scaling through that is what I need. Will you do that for me?   .................I love you all.